Wylin Therapy

If you read the post below, good for you. I'm not crazy I promise you. Not a stalker or anything like that either. I had a stalker before and it didn't end on the best terms. I'm just infatuated with one person right now and I'm ready for those feelings to past so I can get on these other "hoes". I call em "hoes" because I don't think getting involved with anyone is in my best interest. I get tooo sprung per say haaaa.

Deadass though this isn't a post about love. This is about me losing my mind. Why do I do it? Is it fun to do all this shit and feel like shit in the morning? In a way, yes, in a way, no. I feel the best when I'm "influenced" by ish that I shouldn't be taking. Bad part is, I want to quit doing it and just go on with my life but I know that won't happen for a LONG time. I'm wylin cuz I'm young. No man/women can blame an 18 year old for having the time of their lives. I would party tonight if I didn't have priorities but unfortunately my mother raised me better than she thought.

Truthfully, I need a slut in my life now. Hear me out. I'm in love with this one girl but she could give a DAMN about me. I understand that. Actually I don't understand that shit because I feel I could provide for her but I feel she is scared to let me in. That or ashamed that I am a so called "nigga". Whatever though. The slut will close this void I have in my heart for the time being because I'm telling you guys, through all this wylin out and doing all the partying, I feel even lonier than before. That's why I can't stop partying. I have to find that "thing" that makes me happy and that I make happy.

I want to be known as Mr. Rager. I don't care if it's Cudi's name or not. I feel I'm like him most days anyway. I have reallly started not to give a FUCK what anyone says about me. I love it too. I'm developing into the person that I'm supposed to be and I can say I love and hate who the future Mr. Rager is going to be. Wylin cuz I'm young. I might hit up Starkville this weekend. I really need a slut to come out of the blue and let me do my thing. Don't judge me for the way I think. If you do though, I could give a fuck less. Sorry, I'm RAGING MY ASS OFF RIGHT NOW. and yes mother, I do have to get my point across by cursing. People don't understand when you talk calm and normal.

I'm off to listen to more Charles Hamilon love songs and think about the chick they call concon. I'm pathetic I know, but these feelings won't go away. Eventually they will, but for now I will just let them take control of me. I'm getting your bike shawty :) Believe that....

Can't get over you Therapy.

"Claiming that I'm just not as serious as you, shawty if you only knew...........THIS IS SERIOUS"-Drizzy Drake

I'm in love with Connor Mullins. Shawty if you only knew, this is friggin serious. Can't stop thinking about you. Makes me sick to my stomach because I DON'T WANT TO LIKE YOU AT ALL!!! But for some strange reason, all I want is you. For some reason, I think there can be SOMETHING between us but you won't let it in. I'm going TOO FAR and I really don't give a fuck. My feelings are true and real and I just want you to be with someone who can really PROVIDE for you. I plan on getting you that bike you want I swear. I know you will never read this so I'm glad I can just get it off my chest. If I don't get you, I'll live like I have been, alone and wondering who the hell is loving you. If I do get you, I'll never let that relationship end. I hope you never read this because I'm like 9.5/10 on the creeper radar right now. Deadass I'm sorry but its the way I feel. Maybe one day you will feel the same and if not, tell me if a sucka EVER hurts you or treats you wrong. I won't have that shit at all.

Love,
..............

Pain Therapy

hmmmm...I'm going through some love shit now? Deadass there are three girls on the brain right now and I want each one of them. Two know of me, one has seen me but I have yet to approach. I will though..thanks to a valuable source. Hope it doesn't go down the drain like last week's simple minded bird. I HATED trey's album the first go round. I slightly dig it the second run through. This song, however, has R.Kelly's "sex driven" mind all over it. Great job Tremaine. This goes out to CM and AK and Gabba gabba go. Hope to God they don't read this one day hahahaha.

Love and Hate,

Palmer

Rush Therapy

This therapy is the kind that any teenager would love. Any college student would marvel at the fact to drink until they straight black and have a nice pretty bittie all on their sex organs. Maybe I go too far but I don't give a damn. I'm unique. At least that's what my mom told me today through facebook. It's crazy how she expresses more through messages than the phone. I'm the same way though so it's all "gucci" as my friend Tori says. I'm wondering do I need "Rush" therapy. To explain in a nutshell, it is "betrayal" of my race. Or at least that's how the status quo feels about it. I've never been a fan of the status or rules so I'm thinking about doing it. Devontae Palmer in a white fraternity??? Chillllll. People go too far with their assumptions about me. Truth be told, I'm looking for something through all of this partying that I have yet to find. I'm worried I will never find it, but then I remember I have 4 years in this jungle. Would I join a white fraternity? If the offer was on the table, serious consideration would happen. Would I be furious if I was rejected and treated like an ass because of my color? Na, these "extra" activities numb all the pain I go through so I would take it like any other random chick denying me after I introduce myself. Now they asking me would I join a black fraternity if the opportunity presented itself. I say I'm not really aligned to any one thing so I would give everything a chance. I'm black and I'm proud is an understatement for me. I know who I am and I know what my color is and I haven't lost a hint of blackness except one time and that is when I was brutually mauled in first grade over a girl named Jamarian(I still have minor feelings for you babe haaaaa).

I'm at the point where I'm almost done with fucking with everyone. Only person that gets love from me is Victoria and on occasion CNN. I'm deeply in love with CNN, but I think that is about to die out this weekend if I don't find a way to her heart. Mad corny for thinking about the "find your love' video right now and switching myself with Drake and her for Maliah thigha. I'm straight blackin on this post right now so if you get confused reading it just know it's because my mind travels at 3 miles and hour before it rolls. Speaking of rolls, experience might happen Friday. Again, I'm looking for something unknown so the sins I commit are only research for my inner being. He needs to get what he wants or he gets upset.

Currently jamming the fugg out of Charles Hamilton right now. He actually responded to my twitter after around 100 @'s, and he gave me good advice. I need to find the original L word and bump the fuck out of "body telepathy" and "DSW". "DSW" reminds me of deja vu girl, who will never be mentioned by name. She played me and it still burns to this day. Maybe she will follow me on twitter one day and realize that I'm just a normal guy. Starting to believe all chicks don't dig "faded" guys.

So glad I just did this. I told you guys these therapy sessions really keep me focused and I let out soooo much. Will I rush? hmmmmmm. Can't answer that. But if "rush" has what my soul has been looking for, then we will mos def meet up. Until then, I go back to the skullcandy's and chemistry. Thinking about you CNN.

Love and Hate,

Mr.V

Room Therapy

Live from room 233 and your host Professor Tae-Z is currently bogged down with all kind of bullshit work. I'm trying to work on this paper for English, but I probably have the worst writer block known to man. Sometimes I feel my mind doesn't work. AT ALL. It goes to its workplace at night, though. I have had some of the craziest dreams of my life the past 3 days and I owe it all to Ms. Lucy. Thanks Dodd. Life seems so much more viewable in my eyes now. Not saying I am the suicidal type or anything but I admit I wonder why I'm living sometime. I don't like living in a world lacking purpose. These past few weeks I have been able to binge on greenery and drinks galore, and meet woman that I have strange attractions to. Ms. Mullins we need to get our relationship worked out because I know behind all of the bithcery and hard-head antics, you have some feelings for me. I've been jamming C.Hamilton in 3 hour sessions trying to get the right words to say to you....It's hard because for some strange reason I am in love. I would never tell you that because I still want you to talk to me and I don't want you to think I'm a weirdo who's just desperate for a girl. *Sigh* Speaking of love interests, there was this other girl I met two weeks ago that literally made me feel she was my future woman. I guess I was wrong since she hasn't returned any of my texts or facebook messages or twitter messages. Maybe I should chill? Yeah I think I will.....she was truly one in a million though. and from Ohio. We could have blown and listened to cudi's "Mr.Rager" all night long. That is theme music for me during the weekend. Since I've dropped my hopes of getting that chick, I returned my attention to Ms. Mullins. You think I don't see the little acts of love that you show to me when no one is around. I get it, the whole "black" guy thing is weird for you. I'm use to liking white girls. Scary thing is I prefer white girls over black girls. *Hears gasps from the crowd and sees the stank faces all the black girls give him* I'm not sure why, but I feel I was brainwashed since a child. My first girl was white. It's what I know and what I'm used to. It's the environment I was raised in. I don't no any better, but I do know that I'm feeling you and everything about you. I've got so many things to say to you, in so many different ways....sometimes I feel they can't be face to face. That's why I'm writing all this shit on my blog. You won't read it. Maybe you will. If you do, don't freak out. My love for you will not hurt. I promise. Hopefully one day you will see me as the man you want to be with some day. Until then, I will go back to my C.Hamilton music and dream about us strolling the grove, with my arm around you, and just chilling on a friday night. This is just my first "official" love note to you if that's what you want to call it. I'm OD'ing right now so I'm about to chill and go back to the music and talking shit to state fans. I feel so much better now! Look at the title and you see all my posts will be that from now on. Something doing with therapy. The though of Ms. Mullins soothes me. Damn baby you too cold. Aite I'm chillin.

Love,'

Prof. Tae-Z

We are alive in this muggg

REAL short post. Just wanted to inform everybody that me and my partner are alive and doing well in Oxford. I still have this little lingering hangover but I will be alive for the women this weekend. Sitting in J.D. Williams library at Ole Miss knocking blog posts out. We grinding. Acey is still loud as hell so expect alot of my posts to come from odd places at my new home. So many new resources! Until the next meeting.

P.S. shoutout to the girl from ohio. you really have my heart beating double time word to that guy drizzy. I'm off to zone off to these charles hamilton love songs hahahaha.

Acey Love

Name of my computer is Acey Love and right now she has been infected. Every father hates to hear this news about their only daughter, but the great thing is that she can be fixed. Weir Hall is the doctor. I hope they have vaccines and medicines on deck because if not.........I don't want to think about that possibility. Shoutout to my homie Brent Robinson for letting me borrow his computer. You really do find your best buds on college campuses. I will not do another post until Acey is 100 PERCENT HEALTHY. Sorry but I am faithful to my shit.


Oh yeah I'm just blazing kanye west beats right now. Damn based god. Too much!!!!

I'm also joining a fraternity. Yeah I will become a egotistical asshole but I plan to change how that this is perceived in a major way.

Until Acey is healed.....love and pudding pops bitches.

Kanye Having a Kobe Revolution

I dont know if you guys have peeped the kid out lately but kanye is turning over a new leaf he's calling this act or lifestyle "Rosewood" which means treating people nicely in public calling your grandmother or family to check up on them and most importantly dressing nicely lol




This got me to thinking when kobe changed over from kb8 to kb24 when looking back it with (2 rings later) now you could honestly look back and call those two different people although its only one kobe! ya know?

KB8



VS KB24



I think this is the same direction Ye is going in with blazing hot new music and crazy record sell (which he will do) i dont see why kanye cant win the hearts of everybody bc everyone knows there's no doubt the music is there people just tunned him out bc they thought he was a arrogant prick but stay tunned to the guy i think he's gonna have a incredible year he might stop dropping music like weezy did a few years back but with all else he's dropping that album we dont know the name of yet in november so once again watch out i think Ye's gonna have a year to remember





Me just dropping how i feel but i'll be sure to keep you posted the Good Music Fam is supposed to be droppin a mixtape tomorrow and Big Sean with finally famous vol 3 too!!!

so i'll promise to keep you posted and btw pardonthedopenss!

-Staino iiimmmmm oooouuutttt!

Vontae Beat Me Too It!!!!

Man how about von p beat me to my next post on my boy Ye but guess i can put the angie martinez interview up its some good info if you got some time on your hand listen shoutout to kanye he might be the artist of our generation real talk

This might be the first and only album i buy this year! lol yeah i didnt buy TML haha

Download Kanye West The Anige Martinez Show August 2010 mp3

Repeat then Repeat then...damn repeat!!!!

The College Droupout=one of the best hip hop albums of all time.

Ye's new album= Probably one of the best ALBUMS ever made. Maybe I'm pushing the envelope,but dammit it will get mailed first class I PROMISE you. I just have that feeling.

Ye's new song=Repeat music. Best music to have. Play out until you get sick of it and then stop playing for the next 2 to 3 years. When you finally hear it again, the memories flood your system and you play that muhfugger out again.

You out yo mind? You out yo League!

Applaud Gerard for finally putting up a post. Boo him for butchering my middle name. Must have got it from Lizzy McGuire haha. Boo him also for not buying me those KD2's that were looking mighty OD when I saw them on the text message. Whatever though, we supposed to roll together for the next four years so I will forgive him for his sins.

Cooking right now word the based god Lil B. This sounds mad crazy, and I mean CRAZY but I kind of like Lil B's music. Maybe it's because his music is comedic relief for me in a rap game where some fans take shit too seriously nowadays. Maybe it's his whole "cook cook woo woo swag" demeanor. I got to admit though, the WOO, WOO, WOO!! gets me hype everytime I hear it. Maybe the ignorance is something I need in my life, but I dig Lil B's direction. LET THAT BOY COOK!! With that being said, he does makes some garbage ass music. It's so bad, it can pass as good sometimes. I think it's Soulja boy tell'em that has him that way, but that is what happens when niggas start collecting checks. I pray I don't act that way when I get a little swizz cheese. I probably will though. It's just a nigga urge.

I got to stop blogging and cooking bro! It messes up the whole proccess and I have burned two batches of cookies in a row. I'll eat the 2nd burned batch just because my girl has to get use to my cooking. I promise the chef will back in the making soon baby!

I believe I'm about to watch Interview with a Vampire. My dad told me it's a flick. I don't know whether he means that in a porno way or a good "flick" way. He could mean both. My father is complex like the magazine. I will leave you all with some cooking music to get your culinary arts on with. WOO! WOO! SWAG!

FINALLY!!!!!

I know i know these shoes dropped in February but ive been slobbing over them since then and the blog is called pardon the dopeness right? but ya boy was broke for a very long time but theres nothing like working your ass off and buying what you want so shoutout to these 25th anniversary 2's

you wanted a post rayshawn ya got one! haha

-staino

Normalcy

Just got word that my work eases the strife and grief that one has throughout their day. Thanks Sed. Checking in late tonight because I just really have nothing to really accomplish for the rest of the night. Just got done finishing up another episode of One Tree Hill and I'm more than halfway done through the 4th season. I kind of start watching the series like the Star Wars collection, 5-7 and now I've looked at seasons 1-3 and I'm almost done with season 4. Bittersweet feeling for me because the series is really good for those first 4. Season 5 and 6 are cool in their own right and season 7 is WEAK but still good. Just proves that One Tree Hill's worst season is better than most of the bullshit that the Tv consumes us with. Oh yeah, did I mention OTH was really basketball influenced in the beginning!!!

Word is that Kanye's "portrait" of "Power" is dropping after Jersey Shore tomorrow. Dude is a genius. After everyone finishes watching the debauchery of people from the state of New Jersey, they will be so tuned in for what Ye has in store. Shit, any nigga that calls their music video a fuggin "portrait" is truly on some KING AKEEM THE ROYAL PENIS IS CLEAN TYPE SHIT. I type that in all caps because I feel Ye would describe it the same way in his own clevery, swaggery, arrogant way. MY CHAIN HEAVY!!! MY CHAIN HEAVY!!! MY CHAIN HEAVY!!!! I feel that is going to be my favorite song on the new album.

Lil Wayne dropped some new shit and it's pretty decent. I feel that I have drifted away from all of his music simply off the fact that he doesn't appeal to me anymore. Sure, his music is still good from time to time, but I remember when I was in 7th and 8th grade dying to hear anything with Wayne's name written on it. I even remember downloading my first Little Brother song, "Breakin My Heart", just because his name was on the track. I use to fast forwarded through Big Pooh and Phonte's part just for the hell of it. Never listening to their verses and realizing Te had the best verse. I was young then, and I didn't know much. If their is one thing I realize now, it's that Little Brother has always been ill, and Phonte SHITS on Weezy when it comes to straight up real life lyrics. Maybe that's why I strayed away from Weezy. I couldn't relate to his shit and he really doesn't talk about anything of value in his lyrics. Don't get me wrong, I'm cool with the quote on quote "club music" and what not. But when I'm in my room just zoning out, I want to hear something of substance. I wish Wayne would do that, but he is who he is and I have no hate for the guy. He just needs to leave the auto tune alone.

Kanye West's 808's and Heartbreak is a classic. #fuckyouropinion

Everyone should check out www.karmaloop.com. I'm getting my clothes from there tomorrow since the TJ Maxx outchea won't be open until the day after I leave from Ole Miss.

Someone contact Gerard Restanio and tell him to post something for crying out loud! Please and thank you.

GEORGE KUSH DA BUTTON. What the hell of a name.

Press D

Currently on a Charles Hamilton mode of music. Hamilton is one of my favorite rappers right now because I relate to his music. I look like I have my life together for the most part and that I'm just KD'ing the game right now at such a young age. But I'm going through changes just like the rest of the kids out there. Hamilton is truly a STAND OUT that is sort of a pompous asshole that is just misunderstood. That is exactly who I am. I will admit I enjoy his old shit better than some of his new "experimental" zoning out music.

At one point I was even rocking the big headphones all through school trying to be like Hamilton. My Skullcandy's are now ruined and it has me kind of in a depressing mood. Oh well, I waste another 50 dollars on another pair when I get this little job at Ole Miss. My main reason for liking Hamilton is that he says what he feels. He doesn't sugar coat and make people feel comfortable listening to his music. He has said some of the most craziest ish I've ever heard from any artist. What kind of artist says he "daps God fist from heaven, while going down on a girl he just met?" Yeah, very out there. But I relate to his lifestyle and whole musical movement, so kudos to Mr. Hamilton.

Hamilton also always gives me good advice when it comes to women and the problems I have with some females that I have courted in the past. I co-sign his mixtape, Well Isnt' this Awkard. It's a mixtape about Rihanna. All about Rihanna. No lie. Dude has a mad crush on homegirl and he makes his intentions known on the tape. I listen to it everytime I see a girl that causes me to have short gasps of breathe. It soothes the brain and helps me get my mindstate right when it is time for me to make a move. I'll give you guys a little song from it and probably my favorite Charles Hamilton song of all time.



Charles also inspired this whole blog so he gets alot of thanks in my log. I'm off to read "Eat, Pray, Love". Yeah Pac Div got me on this book and it's pretty damn good so far. I need a beautiful bittie to watch the motion picture with me next week. I got one in mind. This song reminds me of her.



One more thing....My new nickname is Te. I will be called by nothing else. Peace out fools.

Friday Heatrock For You Fools

Hey wassup wassup. Just dropping by for a lil visit. Nothing serious until I finish all of One Tree Hill and watch this episode of Reba.F*ck what you think but those are my favorite shows on the tube right now and I would like to know what's hotter right now. And don't say entourage or true blood. I have yet to check them out yet. Anyways I just came to start a new section called F.H.F.Y.F or Friday Heatrock For You Fools.

I just want you all to always have dope music to ride to and just zone out in your own worlds. Every Friday I'm going to drop some new music that I'm checking out that I believe is something you should have on your ipods as well. Some of my choices may be wack to the consesus but you got to just open your minds to something new and different. Today's heatrock comes from probably one of REALEST rappers I've ever heard, Freddie Gibbs. To describe homie in one word it would be RUTHLESS. I'm CAPPING these particular words to show you the magnitude how how REAL this guy REALLY is. His new mixtape, Str8killa,NoFilla just came out yesterday and I gave it a thorough listen today. I don't usually listen to niggas that rap about gang banging and busting fools in the mouth, but I can listen to someone who can really rhyme and depict how his brash lifestyle has brought him so far. That's the case with Freddie and on the first listen, you might not like the guy. But I encourage you all to just keep listening and take the music for what it is, good gangsta real ass rap. Thank Me Whenever for this one.

One season at a time

Meh. Meh. Meh. Exactly how I feel when it comes to blogging sometimes. I don't feel it necessary to blog everyday about how I'm feeling or what particular event made me feel like I was the "man". But I'm starting to realize that I need this blog to vent whenever I feel like it. That means I could drop 100 more posts tonight if that would get some ish off my mind. That also could mean that I could wait until December 31 and run down my year and how I expect to be more "involved" with my life and take a stand. I'll just take the middle, I presume. Let's just say I will never go more than a week without post SOMETHING that is of some importance to me. Last week, you guys got the skinny on my trip to DC and how we straight balled out on food like it was the last time we were gong to see it. Today I just want to say that I am a One Tree Hill junkie and I'm damn proud of this obsession.



My relationship with the One Tree Hill all started way back in 03 when all we had was the antenna with the foil around the tip to receive 4-5 channels. Out of those 4 channels, 3 of them being news channels, only one made me not go into a depression from boredom. That was the WB. I watched the WB channel on weekends anyways because their Saturday shows were so intact and dope. This is when Yugioh was poppin and all the kids had the cards and were searching for the Blue Eyes White Dragon. Digimon use to come on too I think. Or was that Pokemon? Eh, its not important now but anyway the WB was the channel that appeased me the most. One Tuesday night while I was watching the channel, some show came on and it had this guy and this one chick making out in a beach house. At the time I didn't feel like watching this lite porn so I was making a move to change the channel when they dipped right from that scene and showed a scene of the same guy shooting some hoops. Well, that is when the syringe of the drug called One Tree Hill hooked me and made me want more. I didn't give a EFF about all the love triangles and relationship problems that the show usually displayed. All I cared about was the basketball portion because at the time it was the only basketball I could ever watch seeing that we never had ESPN until around 05.

Every episode had basketball somehow tied in the storyline. To give you a skinny of the whole series, basically it is about two brothers, Lucas and Nathan, who live in Tree Hill, Carolina. They both have the same father, Dan Scott, who gets Lucas' mother pregnant when they are just in high school and then leaves her for college where he meets Nathan's mom and gets her pregnant. He chooses to marry Nathan's mom and start a family with him and he forgets all about Lucas. The show starts with Lucas and Nathan not even knowing each other until one day Lucas tries out for the high school basketball team. Lucas and Nathan at first hate each other, but as time rolls along they become good friends and even better, good brothers. They both have their share of love triangles and that is mostly what the whole series is about. Season 1 is the only season where they really just focus on basketball and keep the love shit second. Every season after that is the reverse.



I know this is a weird blog post just on the simple fact that I am claiming my love for a "show" that most of you don't watch. If you do watch it, hey, I like you and we people. So far I have watched four seasons on the Internet in a little more than 3 weeks. That is freaking crazy if you know how many episodes usually come in TV series. I believe one day I watched 15 episodes in a row. My mom is actually worried that I might like the show tooooo much. Meh. I just really want to watch the rest of it and catch my mind back up to speed on all the episodes. 03 was a long time ago and I just wanted to go back and watch all the episodes again to relive that feeling I had when I watched it when I was a young teen. One Tree Hill is my "soap opera" addiction and its the best show to have one on. Mainly for the hoops, though. So far I've watched the seasons like the Stars Wars shit. I started at season 5 and watched 6 and 7 in a couple of days. I'm done with season 1 and I just started on 2. Now that I have gotten all this off of my chest, its time to pop that corn and sit and watch around another 10 episodes tonight. Goodnight to all. Y'all be easy.

I'm still here....just check my boarding pass youngin

I probably should have taken my laptop with me on my flight. I'm new to the flying phase in my life and I experienced the true "air" for the first time last Wednesday. I informed you all I was going to DC to this little conference that is supposed to make regular students into phenomenal leaders. Last year was 101 for me in San Antonio and it was one of the best times of my life. Sans drinking and other "activities" kids use for a good time. This year was 201 and I would have to say that I had an even better time than in 101. Only thing this year lacked was my Israli brethren. Shoutout to my homies Cameel, Majd, Nas, and Yousef. We will link up again ONE day. Just wait till I get my money right.

As far as the plane ride, it is truly one of the dopest things I've seen in my life. The world looks so beautiful up in the air and it is really wild how quick you can travel from one side of the world to another in a matter of hours. Some of my other church members were quite afraid to fly but it felt like I was meant for it. I am kind of freaked out by heights but it was cool once I got the hang of it. One thing I will remember once I get my status in this world is that Delta airlines is hella wack. The plane was too crowded and their snacks were sub-par. Even first class looked like they weren't living the life. One of my main problems with flying is maybe my ears are stuffed with wax or something but they were hurting like the city of Cleveland when Bron Bron changed his jersey. I learned the key, however. Just keep yawning and your ears will be fine. This is very random but becoming a member of the Mile High Club has to be a great thing to experience. 30,0000 feet and doing your thing? Ah, dammnnnnnn(Drake voice).

Once we landed in DC it was like going from a high school football workout to a college one, the pace will KILL you if you are not prepared for it! I've never seen an airport like this one because 1) I don't fly and 2) what airport has starbucks and burger king and lacoste stores right down below baggage claim? I'm guessing every big city airport has these luxories but it was really dope to see it for the first time. For all my friends out there, when you see me again and I have a sort of "jackass" attitude, blame it on these dang notherners. They really know how to treat a brother up there. They will bump right into you without saying excuse me and if you try to say hello to anyone, they will give you the look that Herman Edwards gave the press when they asked him about the chiefs going to the playoffs. But I got use to their behavior and I kind of get a thrill out of being a jackass anyway so thanks to the people of the north.

Best part of DC had to be Five Guys. Think if Mondo burger and Good Burger joined forces and this is the kind of meal you have. They also give you the most fries with the rally steeze to go with it. Mcdonalds should take notes from this seeing that whenever I order a large fry from their Establishment, they fill it up like it's a medium fry. Bad business yo. Take about four bites of their regular hamburger and you will be satisfied. The best news I've heard since I've been back home is that Madison has a Five Guys! You can most definitely bet that I will be at that spot sooner than later.

As far as the conference went, it was pretty much the "life". The hotels that is, word to my homie Dom kennedy.



The first night was probably the best night because we actually got the chance to hit the streets and see how the district of Columbia got down. One thing I will give DC is that they have the best food. It is so diverse and every place has a distinct flavor to it. Their Chinese rice was kind of weak compared to OEC in the sip but their jerk chicken had your boy having withdrawals for real. Besides the food, the women there are really pretty. Wale knows his area well.



I met a chick at this place called Thaiphoon out in DC. It was a local Chinese spot my crew and I checked out and it was were the jerk chicken craze began. It was this pretty bittie sitting by the bar and she was eating something that smelled like a dog's ass. I don't judge though so I still made an attempt to approach her. Yeah she was Chinese herself, but boy was she nicceeeeee(fab voice). Long story cut wayyy short, I introduced myself and told her I was from the south and I was an up and coming music producer. Don't know what made me lie about that, but it just sounded good at the time. She was with my advances and she slid me the math. She probably knew I would never call and who knows, that might have been the number to the damn Chinese place she was giving me but I just wanted to know if I could get me some out of town ish and I was some what right. Too bad I was at a church conference haaaaa.

Student Leadership University preached some info to me that I never realized. There were great speakers from all around the world, and since we were in DC, alot of congressmen and women spoke to us about leadership and how it all begins at the feet of Jesus. I agree totally with that statement. God blesses us with so much and I know that I take it for granted everyday. I'm getting better at realizing that for me to be the leader I want to be, I have to follow Jesus' principles. Shoutout to Brent Crowe, the vice president of Student Leadership University. You know how some people just have that "it" factor whenever they speak in front of crowds? Like you would believe them if they told you that elton john really wrote the bible. Yeah it's a weird comparison but Brent is a great speaker just that way. I learned from him that vision is the most important thing that a leader must possess. That's the difference between leaders and followers. Leaders have that vision and they mold it into reality. Followers have no vision for themselves hence they must follow someone Else's to somehow form their own. I also met this guy called "Mr. Inspiration". His real name is Bob Weiland and he fought in the Vietnam War. His life was cut in half, literally, when he stepped on a land mine and it blew both of his legs off. I don't know about you guys, but if I lived having to know that I would never have my own two legs again, I don't know if I would be so optimistic about life as Mr. Bob. Dude came into the conference on his hoveround jacked up. All the way turnt up really. See if you don't know about the guy, I suggest you wikipedia him. To tell you his life story up until right now, they guy runs marathons. ON HIS BARE HANDS. If that is not enough to inspire one, then I'm stumped into how.

Great speakers made DC an eventful trip. The memorials and the muesums we visited also made the trip that more unforgettable. We visited all the memorials from Lincoln to the World War II memorial. DC is just really a big history class. Everywhere you go, you learn something new about the country and it makes me really proud to be an American. Huge shoutout to the soldiers who fought for my freedom and are still fighting to maintain the peace overseas.

If I were to get into the whole trip in "details", this post would be at least 3 pages long so I think I'll stop for now. Just wanted to inform all of the readers where the hell I've been for the past 6 days. I'm still alive. At least I feel alive for now.

Powerful Beyond Measure

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure."



"IMMA SHOW YOU HOW GREAT I AM!!!!!!"-Muhammad Ali

Tethering!!!

Oh my goodness technology is crazy these days but i ran across a computer nerd and he informed me about tethering which is where you use your phone as a modem and you can get internet anytime any place anywhere for free!!! all you have to do is download an app and just go from there its amazing download link below

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ps sorry folks with att they charge 20 bucks for it :/

Eminem Recovery

Now i'll be honest ive never honestly been a true eminem fan but this album right here is incredible word play lyrics and everything is incredible gives eminem credibility as one of the best in the game if you havent got it go cop it its the truth